Sunday, May 22, 2005
Testimonial and Prayer request....
Hiya guys..Janan here.
Well, I just wanna thank God for His blessings in brunei.
Before we went, they told us about how it would rain from 1800-0600 like clockwork. I prayed that it wouldn't rain as much, and when we went there, for the 3 weeks, it only rained like 4 days. And out of that, only for 2 days were we caught in outfield. And due to the load and terrain, there were many occassions that my rear met the floor, ankle slipped off rocks and stuff, but I didn't get any major injuries that hindered me. Not even a sprained ankle. Also in Singapore, during outfields, I noticed that I got heatrash extremely easily, again I prayed against this before going to brunei. And again, in those 3 weeks that I was there, I hardly got any heatrash at all.
I just wanna thank God for those miracles and His strength that I relied on to get through the tough training.
Anyway, one always needs prayer...and I would just like to make a small request. I'm currently going through my Airborne course now. This is my second week. Will be jumping the tower and next week, I will be doing a live descent. I do not know why, but I've developed a fear of heights. I was never like this in poly. I would like to request for prayer against the spirit of fear, and for the spirit of boldness and courage to do what I need to do.
Thanks guys.
Janan
Well, I just wanna thank God for His blessings in brunei.
Before we went, they told us about how it would rain from 1800-0600 like clockwork. I prayed that it wouldn't rain as much, and when we went there, for the 3 weeks, it only rained like 4 days. And out of that, only for 2 days were we caught in outfield. And due to the load and terrain, there were many occassions that my rear met the floor, ankle slipped off rocks and stuff, but I didn't get any major injuries that hindered me. Not even a sprained ankle. Also in Singapore, during outfields, I noticed that I got heatrash extremely easily, again I prayed against this before going to brunei. And again, in those 3 weeks that I was there, I hardly got any heatrash at all.
I just wanna thank God for those miracles and His strength that I relied on to get through the tough training.
Anyway, one always needs prayer...and I would just like to make a small request. I'm currently going through my Airborne course now. This is my second week. Will be jumping the tower and next week, I will be doing a live descent. I do not know why, but I've developed a fear of heights. I was never like this in poly. I would like to request for prayer against the spirit of fear, and for the spirit of boldness and courage to do what I need to do.
Thanks guys.
Janan
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Cardholder Found!!
Friday morning, when most of you people are still sleeping. I returned back to camp, only to discover i lost my cardholder (containing my 11B, EZ-link...) Sianzzz. I conducted a stand by bag exercise, but still can't find it.
I decided to PRAY. Here is the amazing part, a few seconds later, David sms-ed me and told me that my cardholder is found.
Thank God for recovering my cardholder.
The only problem is that i could get it back on Tuesday, cos the office is closed on weekends and PH.
I decided to PRAY. Here is the amazing part, a few seconds later, David sms-ed me and told me that my cardholder is found.
Thank God for recovering my cardholder.
The only problem is that i could get it back on Tuesday, cos the office is closed on weekends and PH.
Friday, May 20, 2005
Testimony!
Hi Guys. Camp's over! It's a bit sad; I really missed the staying-with-your-friends 24/7 feeling that you can only get from camps. But at the same time I also really missed working! Haha.
Anyway. To those who missed camp. You missed one unique experience. You better make it for the next camp.
Ok I had a testimony to share on the last night, but thanks to our brother JiahaoWho coincidentally should be joining this blog pretty soon), I didn't have a chance. So, here it is;
Ok I worked on the ConstantThing Comm. And though i learnt a lot from the Comm, one thing that happened as a result of my workload(Comm + Outside work) is that my TAWG really suffered a lot. I was simply too tired to spend time with God. And also, for the past 2 months TAWG was becoming more of like a chore to me, so the prssure from the workload was simply a good excuse to siam my tawg totally.
So came camp, and I expected a lot a lot a lot because I knew I was degenerating already. Just to give you an idea of how much I expected:I think by Wed morning God had already put in me more than He had for my last 2 camps, yet that wasn't even 35% of my expectations. And on Wed night, God showed me during the service what I lacked. A passionate heart. One thing that confirmed that was the very fact that almost everyone felt disappointed that ConstantThing only received 3 salvations but I felt that it was successful.
On Thursday night, God showed me a glimpse of His heart. His plans, His desires, His character and His love. And really, God's heart is so big, so gracious, that I simply cried as I stood in awe. I cannot put in words what i felt. It really is the heart of a Father. Loving, forgiving and BIG. And so, God thoroughly refreshed me and I can proudly say that God has restored my heart with passion exceedingly.
For me, evangelism has always been a hindrance. Due to my old lifestyle, I always felt that people would judge me with my past actions, hence I would never be able to be a good testimony. This gave me a fear, and even though I always gave my friends Christian advice in the way they led their lives and all, I was never able to pop the final question, to ask them to come to church. But on Thursday night, God revealed this to me, and He has given me the courage, and a new heart for my friends to go and speak God's love into their lives.
So, especially to the younger ones coming in, I really want to give this to you. Stay strong in God, and God will provide for you all that you need, especially for the next 2 years. It will be testing times. But God can provide, amen?
Ok. Continue to let your testimonies, prayer requests flood in.
And to the poly guys, WELCOME! Sign up for PRe-NS Camp!
Anyway. To those who missed camp. You missed one unique experience. You better make it for the next camp.
Ok I had a testimony to share on the last night, but thanks to our brother JiahaoWho coincidentally should be joining this blog pretty soon), I didn't have a chance. So, here it is;
Ok I worked on the ConstantThing Comm. And though i learnt a lot from the Comm, one thing that happened as a result of my workload(Comm + Outside work) is that my TAWG really suffered a lot. I was simply too tired to spend time with God. And also, for the past 2 months TAWG was becoming more of like a chore to me, so the prssure from the workload was simply a good excuse to siam my tawg totally.
So came camp, and I expected a lot a lot a lot because I knew I was degenerating already. Just to give you an idea of how much I expected:I think by Wed morning God had already put in me more than He had for my last 2 camps, yet that wasn't even 35% of my expectations. And on Wed night, God showed me during the service what I lacked. A passionate heart. One thing that confirmed that was the very fact that almost everyone felt disappointed that ConstantThing only received 3 salvations but I felt that it was successful.
On Thursday night, God showed me a glimpse of His heart. His plans, His desires, His character and His love. And really, God's heart is so big, so gracious, that I simply cried as I stood in awe. I cannot put in words what i felt. It really is the heart of a Father. Loving, forgiving and BIG. And so, God thoroughly refreshed me and I can proudly say that God has restored my heart with passion exceedingly.
For me, evangelism has always been a hindrance. Due to my old lifestyle, I always felt that people would judge me with my past actions, hence I would never be able to be a good testimony. This gave me a fear, and even though I always gave my friends Christian advice in the way they led their lives and all, I was never able to pop the final question, to ask them to come to church. But on Thursday night, God revealed this to me, and He has given me the courage, and a new heart for my friends to go and speak God's love into their lives.
So, especially to the younger ones coming in, I really want to give this to you. Stay strong in God, and God will provide for you all that you need, especially for the next 2 years. It will be testing times. But God can provide, amen?
Ok. Continue to let your testimonies, prayer requests flood in.
And to the poly guys, WELCOME! Sign up for PRe-NS Camp!
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Testing 1 2 3....
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Monday, May 02, 2005
Constant Thing
Hi brothers. Congratulations on making your way here! Halfway thru the process already, please hang on there.
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